……cold and lonely in the deep dark night.
Here I have exceeded 5000 views, yet very few want to
follow. Paradise lite? The glow from this screen, harsh, controlling, stripping
naked my bare raw pains. Truly the Illuminati.
As night falls, I find myself back here. As the coldness sets in and
chills with brain freeze intensity, I view my blogosphere. As the world crumbles
and darkness takes hold, I stare blindly at my dashboard and do, write nothing.
This is Paradise, electronic glowing ecstasy. Here digital profiles want to see
what I type, and my eyes go blurry in the sparkling aura of this computer bliss.
Then I imagine that I am popular, and that there are people out there. That
this here is virtual Heaven and I have a virtual presence, a virtual character,
a virtual life.
Yet all the pretty people are on Instagram. I NEED filters!!
Picture me star shine. I love you all and you are all my
friends. This is such a great community and our connection will never end.
Sad and lonely, Sad and lonely, Sad and lonely……..where is
the power button……..
